That return year was the most INTENSE and terrifying process I've ever experienced. I had no clue who I was, and had no ability to navigate from my mind. All my usual plans and schemes just disintegrated and so much of the life I had built began to crumble and fall away. Out of the ashes, I listened deeply to what my heart and soul was being called to. I was drawn to journeying inwardly to deeply heal and align. I was drawn to making sound and singing mantras. I was drawn to work even deeper with Nature and Creation for profound transformation. They were the only things that made any sense and kept me sane and safe. I very gently began to make shamanic drums after being invited by the principle drum maker in the UK. I began to train in Sound Healing and discovered the tremendous power of journeying with Sacred Sound. I was guided by life to re-ignite my connection with medicinal plants, herbs, trees, animals, minerals, aroma and Life began to talk with me in profound ways through the Stillness. I recognised how inner and outer Nature are ONE... Peace inside, Peace outside... there is no separation.